The shaking betgins and the cold sets into my bones
i don't know where i've been, i don't know where i'm goin
and my feet take me on a journey i never wanted to start
i feel like i'm in a dream, lost in the fog of illusions
faces from my past, places i've wanted to forget
all passing by me, bringing back all that has gone by
all around me, family and friends
those who i trust and those who trust me

these walls i've made of mental metal
helped to hold back all that i've wanted to say
forced away all i've wanted to do
now i'm confronted by you, all alone again
with these tears building up behind my stoic facade
i can't continue any more, no more lies no more tries
until i get past this fear, until i conquer this problem

this wall i've ran into, this room, too familar
too painful to go through again
what am i to do, what should i say to them
from my past my ghosts have come back
from my closet my skeletons have crept out
what do i say to all of them while they stare at me